i seriously have no problem with histo, but i never seem to have the time to study the damn subject. i mean, i don't go GAAAAHHHHH over that subject. but yeah not reading histology.

and i'm actually finding that 2pm songs are kinda nice. lol,, i dun wanna become a stalker fan for 2pm. i already hv dbsk, and that's enough for me XD

and this post is absolutely boring because i have nothing i want to share, but my friends are crazy and they're very persuasive. so there! an update!

i should be studying, but i'm not. why???

- becoz im a lazy bitch(yeah, this is me getting mad at myself)

- lurking around lj, refreshing f-list a hundred times just to see if anyone had posted up any interesting fics without yunjae or yoosu in it (i can't take them anymore. yunjae used to be my fave. but nowadays, i get dizzy if i read yunjae. and yoosu DNW)

- soompi. nowadays, it's really slow and suckish

- syc is nice. but sometimes the comments make me want to go "Die! You stupid fan girl!"



arghhh, seriously what's wrong with me. my flatmates are studying their butts off. my peeps in india are going crazy with their studies, like im thinking that they're gonna drop from the fandom soon. bbs, i know you guys will. so don't argue with me on this one ok.


and all my fave authors are too busy with school, and uni, and travelling, and life in general, that they're not writing awesomeness anymore.. gahhhh!!


i need to stop posting negative things, maybe next time *shrugs*



p.s/ bella, if you're reading this, i've been meaning to ask. Where did you buy the city of glass book?? i've been searching EVERYWHERE!!!

im gonna think happy thoughts. yay~

jaejoong looks gorgeous. yoochun looks hot. and junsu...

lose those damn boots and you'll be the cutest hot guy with a normal fashion sense ever!

I don't wanna go!!!!!! Freaking six hours!! I need to study man!!! GAHHHHH!!

and Jaechunsu don't go! WHY?!

Ok pop quiz!! How do you spell 'Jaesu'?

I spell them as C.U.T.E

agree??


lol ignore me, im just fan-crapping. but hello, it's jaesu people. i'm glad that they're hanging out more. im like the biggest jaesu fan ever, so please understand what they do to me >.<

GAH!

in need of jaesu fics. am gonna die from jaesu deprivation. it's contagious.

yeah, i have nothing better to do.

SM claims:

- Jaechunsu are trying to cover up their wrong (investing in the cosmetic comp) by filing for a lawsuit.


Jaechunsu claim:

- their contract is a 'slave contract'.


Homin claim:

- SM has been treating us more than well


I claim:

- The world is a very messed up place.



ugh, i dont know what to think anymore. If i ignore my biasness, i'd start to think that maybe there are some truth in what SM is trying to say. But then again, we can't ignore the 'slave contract'. (damn, doesn't anyone feel like vomiting after reading the words 'slave contract' for like a gazillion times. slave contract slave contract slave contract slave contract *vomits*

on a brighter note:

- finally heaven's postman is coming to the cinemas~! w kinach od 11 November 2009. pictures look gorgeous. love everything bout it. hope jae will do well.


life in warszawa:

- is awesome

- loving anatomy.

- sad that anatomy lecturer smokes. but since he's cute, whatever.

- registered for gym, maybe going tomorrow. need to keep body in shape.

- sociology test next tuesday. hate socio, just don't get it.


Interests as of right now:

- not straight guys

- Kdrama: you're beautiful

- oldtown. maybe going tomorrow.

guess what i learned for anat today..

this..





( if you wanna know how a guy's brain looks like, click here. )

i passed my first credit..

i checked for like 204 times to make sure and yeah i passed..

THANK GOD

i can NOT study about the bones when we're just starting cns..

it's just not possible.. like seriously NOT POSSIBLE..

and i think im starting to like anatomy, it's not that bad a subject.. just wish that it'd be easier..

yeah whatever..

oh and fic for su_dreams,, i do not have any ideas.. like my head is now filled with anatomy..

so prompts anyone?? not gonna write all, i'll pick the one that i can actually write about..

oh and its gonna b jaesu coz i never write any other pairings.. gahhhh me fails so hard me dun likey~

oh my gah!!! i woke up, my lappie crashed, and then it started back and then i watched this and now im uber happy!! It's Jaesu people!!! FINALLY, A DUET.. needless to say, they sounded effing great!!

my opinion on the boy pop factory performances:

- they look awkward and nervous

- they sounded OK in Begin and Colors

- didn't get to watch the vids for rainy blue and been so long, but from the fancams, they did G.R.E.A.T

my opinion on other people's opinions of their perf:

- just because they didn't perform with the other 3, doesn't mean that they suddenly are just average leveled singers. ( i thought people always say that jae and su are the best singers, so why is jae average now?)

- the ones performing are just jaechun, why does everyone have to say stuff like "oh, they sounded fine but it'll be better with all of the members"? seriously, who doesn't know that??? everyone wants all 5 of them to sing again, but can't we just support jaechun right now. all these negative laced with positive comments are confusing.

- i think rainy blue is one of the best songs they've ever performed as a duo, go watch that and tell me that you still think that they are only average.

- just support them?

OMG i can't believe i fell down at the same place TWICE. and worse, its at the subway. have you ever fallen at a subway before?? if you haven't, avoid doing so.

i mean like seriously, i tripped at the stairs, and then everyone who was rushing just stopped and made O.o faces at me. i mean WTF people don't look if you're not going to help.

so yeah i fell down, tried to catch my breath for 3 seconds, laughed a bit, and then picked myself up from the stairs and dragged my feet all the way to class. oh yeah, my left foot now has a big blue bruise the size of a golf ball. GAHHHH!!

and then, anatomy class. DAMn DAMN DAMN! i was humiliated in front of the whole class by the professor! The professor!!! WTFFFFFFF! so the story goes like this: i was minding my own business listening to him teaching us something about joints etc, and then suddenly he goes, "Pick one bone, and explain to the class in detail about it."

dammmit! i haven't studied anything! so naturally, i got everything wrong. and he was like, looking at me, and i can actually hear him thinking 'you're stupid'.

and the worst part is that i got laughed at by everyone! EVERYONE even the professor himself. ARGH!! and i think i said 'shit' (quietly) about 5 times.

ahhh, i hope the next class, won't be a repeat of today's. im having a headache now, and my foot hurts SO BAD!

im tired and sleepy and TIRED. schedule was packed today. didn't even have time to eat lunch. went back to the apartment and tried to help my friend cook. i ended up washing the dishes instead T_T

the lectures are way to boring. it doesn't help that the lecturers are all non-native english speakers. had to strain my ears just to hear them say hello (im being sarcastic here).

and it's autumn now. damn cold. but it's definitely a nice change from the hot days in malaysia.

and i miss my family and friends~

oh gawd 24 hours til my flight to poland. i dunno what to feel right now. maybe a lil bit of everything? its a mix-mash of scared, excited, neutral, and something else, i couldn't really pinpoint on.

oh and the poland people speaks polish. and from what i've heard from youtube, i can say it's a very hard language. gah!! anyone from poland here? please help me!!

i dunno if i'll write anymore fanfics since studies will be my first priority from now on. but i'll post something once in a while.

wish me luck :')

Title: a state of mind
Pairings: Jaejoong/junsu, Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: PG
Genre: AU, school!fic
Length: [10/10]

A/N: Oh my GOD!!!!! i finished it!!! yayayayaya~ my first multi-chap fic F.I.N.I.S.H.E.D!! everyone please give some feedbacks okay? please comment on the story, plot, characters, my writing style, whatever just leave comments. and i wanna thank everyone who read this until the end. iloveyouguyssomuch!! &hearts

A/N: don't kill me if you're not satisfied with the ending. T_T

Summary: It started with an audition on the roof top..


( Chapter 10 )

Title: a state of mind
Pairings: Jaejoong/junsu, Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: PG
Genre: AU, school!fic
Length: [09/??]
A/N: one more chappie ^^

Summary: It started with an audition on the roof top..

( Chapter 9 )

because i have nothing better to do, and i realized today that jaemin is so much love &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts

click read more if you're bored out of your mind like me and enjoy~! XD

( read more )

Title: a state of mind
Pairings: Jaejoong/junsu, Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: PG
Genre: AU, school!fic
Length: [08/??]
A/N: arghhhh it's been four days since i updated. sorry for the wait >.<

Summary: It started with an audition on the roof top..

( Chapter 8 )

Ehem listen up everyone!

If you've been deluding yourself your entire life and say that size doesn't matter, well then im sorry to burst your bubblegum coz reality check everyone SIZE DOES FUCKING MATTER thank you very much..

( wake up people or should i say wake up me? )

Title: a state of mind
Pairings: Jaejoong/junsu, Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: PG
Genre: AU, school!fic
Length: [07/??]
A/N: Jaesu loving here they come~

Summary: It started with an audition on the roof top..

( Chapter 7 )